This is my world, what about you?

TODAY IS MY BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAAAAY uuuuuu

semalem sebelum tanggal 5 aku bela-belain amsih bangun buat ngucapin yang pertama, aku ngucapin jam 00.05 loh -------> 5 kan ulthnya dia looh heheh aku ngg nyadar kalo aku ngucpin jam sgtu . aku yang pertamaaa tapi ada tuh temennya dia namanya AKBAR! yang ngga mau kalah, dia ngucpin jam stngh 11! ngga dianggep kan itu? untung si yogi anggep aku yang pertama uuu senangnya hihiihi. tapi pas dia ulang tahun aku ngga bisa ketemu huhu soalnya aku ada les huhu sdh nya driku uuuuu tapi ngga papa deh kan tgl 11nya insyaallah ketemu amin amin muaaaaaaaaaah yaaang <3

hello deaaaaar, you knooow what? today is 25 march 2010 and thats mean, today is my second anniversary with my boooy <3

tapi tapi tapi tanggal 24 maret kemaren aku sama yogi berantem :( yogi ngediemin aku sejam ditelpon huhuhu aku ampe nangis looh heheh tapi baikan trus kita anniv deeeh yang ke 2 bulaaan hihi
yaa walaupun hari ini aku ngg bisa jalan sama dia :"(, ya tetep senenglah hari ini anniv tapi tadi siang aku juga berntem lagi sama dia huhu :( sedih yaaa aku sempet mikir dia bsen sama aku ternyata ngga uuuu i love him soo much deeh tapi aku masih kangen bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sama yogi nuswantoro huhu :( aku mau ketemu kamu bi huhu :")

Besok itu kan tanggal 25 yaaa? hmm berarti gue anniversary ya sama yogi heheh.
buuuuuuuuuuut....
dia inget ngga yaaaa??
abis kemaren pas gue tanya besok hari apa( mksd gue hr ini ) dia cumn jawab tanggal 24 eh abis itu udh cumn gtu doaaang uuuuu ampe lupa bnran awas aja nih bocah semoga cuman bercnda amiin. hehe tapi kan dia kayaknya ngga mungkin lpa ya hehehe pede mampus guee heheh
harusnya di mind set guee, gue udh ngerencanain tanggal 25 besok itu jalan huhu tapi dianya ngga bisa huhu padahal gue ampe ngatur jadwal les gue buat jalan :( tapi dia ngga bisa huhuu sedih banget deeeh
ngga tau apa gue kangen bangeeet uuuuu
cuman by phone and message thats enough but i miss you alot i wanna meet you as soon as i can!!! but you can't meet me
you will meet me on 11 april thats to loong!!!!!!. and you dont want to come to my birthday party next moth huhu. :(

tapi kenapa sih ini kan momment bagus banget libur 1 minggu gtu tapi ngga bisa ketemu huhu :"( adooooh rasanya pengen nangis hehhe eh tapi udah deh waktu kapan tuh gue nangis gara-gara kangen huhu malu-maluin nih gue TAPI EMANG KANGEN GUEE! kamfreeetulhasana nih aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

hello dear,
long time no see yaa
aku jarang nge post nih sekarang uuuuu ~~~

dari hari senin ampe jumat nanti gue bosen banget nih, anak anak kelas 3 nya ujian lah gua? liburan -_-- enak sih liburan tapi prnya numpuk, udah gtu ngg kmna-kmna udh gtu yaaa yang prhnya ngg punya duit uououo. sedih banget yaaa dan yang paling menyedeihkan adalah ngga bisa ketemu sama yogi ♥ ♥ hehhe aduuuhh paraaah deeeh

dirumah belajar (haha sepik bet dah) kgk lah males amat gue belajar heheh. aduh postingan nya ngg penting banget dah ini uouou gmna doongs abis emng ngg ada yng dicertain lgi hahahah

Pengen banget muter waktu :'( tapi kalo gue cuman ngarep wktu terulang kayaknya ampe nenek gua jadi muda lagi juga ngg bakal bisa
Mendingan gue tidur deh trus ngelewatin hari yang kayak anjing banget !
To much problem today
1. I don't know why my close friend seems to far from me
2. And you boy, I know we just can be friend but I'm happy if we just stay close like this even we don't know the ending
3. I miss my old friends

Can we just forget that problem? And we back to normal become my close friend again
Don't do this to me :'(
I know you don't like my personality at all but I can I understand who you are
I miss you my close friend
Don't treat me like you don't look at me :'(
Hmm maybe its just my feeling but how if that's true?
I miss you to be my friend
Please don't treat like this
I know I'm wrong
I'm sorry :'(

Setiap langkah yang kita ambil, setiap jalan yang kita pilih, setiap ruang yang kita masuki
Akan selalu ada akhiran yang akhiran itu kita ngga tau apa yang akan terjadi
Setiap akhiran itu pasti ada resiko yang kita dapetin dan walaupun ending yang lu dptn ngg bagus
Tapi percaya deh dmna lo memilih jalan itu dstulah kbahagian lu berada,

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